My Dream

Early this morning i had a dream that i was walking through a house holding a baby that wasn't mine but i felt the need to protect it like it was my own. The baby was wrapped in a white blanket and i never saw its face. i walked past a room i knew i didn't want to enter and could feel its power brushing against my face like wind making me feel uneasy. i held the baby closer and before i knew it the erie power i felt tingling my face felt like hands pulling me in. i tried to stand and force myself back but i slipped and fell on my back~the room pulled me in. i felt paralyzed and couldn't move or speak. i wanted to roll over and hide the baby from the evil presence i felt there but couldn't. so i started to pray for protection. i didn't know what was happening, all i could do was lie there. the only thing i had power over was my thoughts. i prayed so hard for help and just like that i was wrapped up in a cacoon... then i woke up....isn't that a weird dream?! i always have the weirdest dreams. i feel its meaning could be i am trying to protect a pure/innocent part of me; which the baby symbolizes; from falling into anything wrong/temptation/sins and the room being just that. the paralyzed feeling is me feeling helpless, the cacoon is my protection, my praying and me waking up is my strength i gain thru it. maybe its a suppressed subconscious thought too. Wat dew yew think? analyze my dream for me purty please : )

Toothfairy

April 13th at approximatley 8:20pm my cutie pie Shelby Kai lost her first tooth =) We have been waiting for about a month now since we first noticed it was loose; Shelby is overjoyed it is out. Me on the other hand, i was so happy until it dawned on me that she doesnt have her "babytooth" any more and that she is growing up faster than i realized : ( It was my bittersweet moment. But in all i am still happy for her. It is still taking sum getting used to seeing her talk or smile with that little gap, its kinda funni too. Anyway, let me get down to the toothfairy visit details...

Cody and i knew we would leave her a dollar under her pillow, but i ofcourse wanted to spice it up. I had writted that short story i enterd into that harper collins contest and got an idea because of a line i wrote "...magical glitter kiss..." and in the story i imagined fairys leaving glitter trails where ever they went! So i thought it would be fun when Shell was sleeping to sprinkle glitter under her pillow around her shoulders and actually just kinda all over her. I wanted to add to this fairytale we tell her and that she believes in right now, which worked. She woke up and i will never forget the look on her face! She was in happy shock with her mouth dropped to the floor hahahaha! She didnt know who to hug because the real "person" she wanted to hug was the toothfairy haha. Here are the before and after shots literally a couple of minutes inbetween!


Dont let the first picture decieve you, her tooth was seriously horizontal when she opened her mouth, it only it propped up my her lips haha!
Cody and I enjoyed seeing her so happy. Its fun thinking about the memories of being a child, how innocent they are. Can you imagine if we as adults could hav their innocents and faith that sumthing was real. It is very hard as adults to trust in faith with a pure heart like a child...
Hmmmm, now i cant wait to see the look on her face when she finds out the toothfairy is a fairytale ; ) wonder if it will look sumthing like this~

Too many lols! This picture is part of a little photo session she had with herself. In her spare time she enjoys taking pictures of herself, and other things~ceilingfans, her toys, jasmine, her feet to name a few = ) And this was one of my favorites and it works well with this entry!
My little girl is growing up <3

Shelby~Car Model in the Making

March 28th was a small car show for the corvette club in houston. Ofcourse cody had to go and he took shelby =) i was working so i missed out. But here are a few of my fav pictures that were taken....

Cody giving a thumbs up to this reeeel nas car~guess its a corvette~hahahaha


Hood up~arms u! and look at that cute belly! makes me wanna squeeze her

Shelby matches this car~she makes a rally awesome car model! best one ive ever seen and ive seen alot in codybears dumb car mags and calenders! lols and winks


....here is another good one. cody hearts cars....

Ofcourse there had to be a mustang involved haha! I love you Cody and Shelby!

Another Neat Find....

i was at my dads for a bit today with shelby visiting. i kept hearing her and alyssa laughing and screaming in the other room so natraully i told em ta pipe down! haha well finally i go to see what all their fuss is about over a "butterfly" they say they found. this is what i find shelby holding!

isnt it neat!!!! it was like vibrating on her arm, she says "mommy its cold, thats why its shivering" she is too cute! and brave cus i didnt want to hold this moth! eeeek! this is called a luna moth, and this particular one is male. it is still in my dads house high up on the ceiling. cant reach it without a ladder.

here is a close up of the luna moth shell was holding. isnt it pretty! i love how brave she is...could be because she thinks its a butterfly lol, but i do know the next door neighbors little girl is scared to hold a butterfly so i say she is brave = ) and guess what eles?! shelby made me the bestest braclet in the whole wide universe! im gunna wear it forever!~or as long as it doesnt fall apart!
thank yew shelby kai for my braclet! i love you!!!!! =)

Butterfly

I havnt been able to blog cus i dont like blogging with out packtures! i had lost my usb cord to easily load my pics onto my computer. Obviously i found it! Three cheers to that cus i was about to start crying.
BUT thats not the fun news imma share, last week while enjoying a very purty sunny day i saw sumthing fall from a tree from the corner of my eye. When i went to go check it was a curled up black swallowtail butterfly!!!!! it was sooo neat watching it barley unfold its wings. they were very limber at the moment because it just came out of its cacoon! so i took care of it until it could fly away : )

valentines, hives, and a man that makes me smile!

when you think of valentines day you usally think up flowers choclates or breakfast in bed...mine started with hives! at first i thought maybe something bit me and i was looking at my hip when i realized welps were forming right before my eyes! i jumped up and went to the bathroom to get a better look cus i was having this itchyness on my arms now too. well thats when i started crying cus i didnt know what was happening. i was like "cody whats happening to me boo hooooo" he jumped up and we headed to the er only half way there we decided what if they just send me home with an over tha counter creame! so i was like take us to wally mart cody and if it gets worse at least we know we tried sumthing...long story short, it got waaaay worse. i looked like i got boiled and burned everywhere but my face. but here is a packture of one of my hives when they first started forming early that morning....
we spent the day together, cody shell and i just hanging out. couldnt do too much cus i was in discomfort, but cody did work on a project and i got in over 7 miles that day. shell got her first valentine from a little boy named caden. i just saw she was saving the card in her stuff lol! she is so cute, she showed me it and said "mommy this says my name shelby and that says caden! I am not in love with him!!" she says making a face!

Very cute, i just may save this valentine for her myself so we can remember her first one! he is a sweet little boy like only 3 or 4, shell usually likes to torment older boys like around 10 or 13 hahaha! Now, i have a speacial treat for everyone!!! cody for sum reason stopped on this chanel trying to sell a cd that had songs from the sixties on it...all the hits that are from that time. you will never guess who was promoting this sale of this!!!!! This man makes me smile everytime i look at the pic i saved in my camera! (yes i took a pic of him on the tv w my camera!) and now you can come see him hee on my page when u need a smile!

and p.s. i still have hives! 3rd day! not as bad so im in luck they will be gone i hope by tomorrow!!! hope everyone had a fun valentines day : ) i still did!

Happy Cookies : )

Shelby and i made valentine cookies! It was a pre made kit so there was no dye to mix in any icing, no cookies to cook and no cookie cutters to use! I know its cheating but i am a simple kinda gal! plus if i made cookies they probably would have turned out flat!!! i have issues with cookies lol. (for sum reason they always come out flat)

Now are'nt these the cutest little cookies u have ever seen!!!!? I mean look at those happy faces! have you ever seen sucha happy face? a more happy to know ya?! hahaha P.S. they were yummi too : )

Little Gals...

From left to right: Yours Truly, Jeena, and Josette. Can my dress get any lower? hahahaha! Guess ive always hearted low cut stuff hehe!

Bruno....

This is my sister Josettes family dog, Bruno. If only i could get a video of him being ferocious in the back yard, barking angrily at the fence, breaking boards trying to get at the other dogs and the other dogs doing the same in their back yard towards Bruno, you would see why this picture is so cute and funny! He acts so tuff but he is really just a big baby! he sleeps with this teddy bear at nite! hahaha silly old bruno : )

Fridays on a Monday....

last nite we decided to go eat at yummi Fridays. and did you know they have karaoke there now! we had dinner for three for under twenty doll airs, but we did have the help from my unlimited five doll airs off card which is good till august this year : )

while we waited for our food we took a couple snap shots....

codys face is a classic : D oooo nooo u can seee my plate is practically cleared! hahaha it was a yummmm hamburger n fries!

this lamp above our booth really concerned shelby. she asked cody several times what if the lamp caught on fire or what if the fire went all the way up to the ceiling and cody went into great detail explaining that a fire wouldnt happen and blah blah only to find her ask a what if to challenge what he said so finally he told her if a fire happens we will leave and a firetruck will come and put it out, which made her happy lol...cody thinks my what iff stories i do to him are rubbing off on her but i say maybe she is just imaginative like me : )

the best part of dinner is dessert! this was shelbys dessert! i had like 2, or 3 or 4 bites! hahaha! tha waitress put it in front of me i thought it was mine! just kidding shelby : )

My Nieces....

These are my cutie pie nieces and ofcourse shelby! you can totally tell she is mine hahaha! They are standing in order from left to right oldest to youngest. I always laugh because normally you see the oldest to youngest being tall to short but not here : ) Starting at the left there is Alyssa 6yrs, Ashlynn 5yrs (about to b six n a second tho) Shelby 5yrs, and Natalie 4yrs. Shelby is the shortest! Cute!

Last Nite =)

Its not ketchup, its not spagetti sauce...Last nite i was lost in my own world farming on my farm in farmville just enjoying it when i hear shelbys little voice say "mommy am i pretty?" i look up and i am like "whoa!" she says "do you like me?" all smiling like a nerd! haha i told her i love her new style and took a packture!

This is what she used! A glitter pen! You cant tell in the picture but she had sparkles all over her face! She was trying to make herself into a kitty she told me, i dont see it but shhh we'll just act like it! haha : ) Silly Shelby, I LOVE YOU!

A Major Award!

Today i got a major award. I just may put it in a window to share with everyone this moment! Its a cat lamp! it lights up in the back. A friend found it on ebay for me and told me the story behind it. It is from 1952 and was apparently popular back then There were two others like this on ebay for bid and went really fast and for a lot of mulah! one sold for 250!!!! Im not sure how much the other went for cus it was gone.....

But this one was affordable because the lower cat is missing the blue jewl eyes! But not to worry they are ordered and in the mail so i can put them on! Its a diffrent gift but i love it! I loooove cats too! It really reminds me of "A Christmas Story" with the leg lamp haha! its my major award : ) now all i need is a light bulb.

Dad, Dad, he's our Dad...

Today was my Dads "29th" birthday!!!! he is still so young! hehe! Kim made this cake, and it was extra fluffy cus she whipped the cake mix the whole time just like the directions say! it was a yummi cake, i had two pieces so i better go jogging tomorrow! lols!

My Dad who still believes he is 29 years old! hahaha! i think thats where i get my thing about lying about my age. ~Whoops i mean i dont lie! I love you Dad! Happy Birthday!

sum extra packtures from yesterdays relaxing sunday at the park!

we cant get enuff rootbeer in one day! well actually its more like codybear (yes cody i said it) haha cant get enuff! im serious he drinks a pack a day! i love a n w rootbeer but the one in the woodlands closed down for sum reason...booo!




shell and i getting a glamour shot by cody done! i heart my giant movie star sunglasses! and i dew heart northshore park!



cody and jasmine relaxing. when he first saw her last year he said she was annoying and she didnt like him much as well, but this is how ive been seeing them latley lol! i think they secretly heart eahother! lol! ; )



all in all as i said previous a very relaxing day! : ) after wards we went to market street and cody took this picture i turned it into a painting style one. fun : )

relaxing sunday : )

Today started out with Jasmine hurting her foot. Not too sure exactly how but she lost an entire nail. Poor doggie : ( But she doesnt seem to be bothered by it. We took her to pets smart but my clothes had stopped the bleeding practically (with out my knowledge at first! gross!)

So anyway we took her to the park with us anyway because i wanna socialize her and she would be sad left at home. We had a yummi sunday picnic! Chicken, macaroni salad, potatoe salad, jalapeno kettle chips and lotsa rootbeer! hehe! I wanted to get a dessert but cody didnt seem too interested in it. He prolly thinks he is fat or something, you know men, always worried about their figures! lol jk. But really i wanted sum choclate covered cherries. I could eat an entire box by myself so thank goodness i always forget to make my way to the candy isle because i get distracted by the gossip magazines! LOLS!

We made it to the park and had our lunch then went to lay in the grass while shelby played in the playpark area. She came running back to tell us she made it across the monkey bars. well those were'nt her exact words they were "mommy! daddy! i was climbing up and then i swinged back and forth and back and forth and got to the other side!" We went to see what she meant and she really did make it across the monkey bars! Normally she would just hang there!

She went back to playing and cody and i went back to relaxing in the grass when all of the sudden a little boy came to pet jasmine. He was very curious about her. He asked us what was inside her belly, her chest and asked us what her nails were called and so forth. we told him her heart is in her chest, her insides are in her belly and what her paws and nails were. Then he asked "what are these" pointing to all jasmines nipples cus jasmine was laying on her back. Cody and i just looked at eachother because we didnt wanna say those are her nipples cus you never know with how a child may take what we say is her nipples and have it come back to haunt us. i mean if shelby came to me and was talking about nipples which she never uses that word ide be like "um where did you hear that and what are you talking about" blah blah anywho plus we didnt wanna say nipples to him he was little and would prolly ask us what are nipples!!. so i said oh those are just her dots. all dogs have em lol.

The park was relaxing and even for jasmine after hurting her paw. We also got to take sum cutsie pictures and people watch which is always fun to do. we have pictures of people and they dont even know it! im getting sleepy! maybe i will finish up this entry tomorrow! : )

Today....

Shelby drew this chalk picture of herself today. She was upset and i asked her why. Shelby says "because i cant get the nose off, and i dont like that nose on". Thats when i ask her about the giant loop hanging around her face and she tells me its her mouth being sad! hahaha She is too cute!

i cant keep up with this!

thats it! i needa overhaul this page!!!!!