My Mother's Day...

This was my first mother's day without my mom. it felt different because i couldnt hug her, see her but i knew she was there...i visited her and brought her favorite flowers which are pink roses. I miss my mom so much and today was a huge reminder that she isnt with my family anymore. i was a little stronger this time visiting her...through time i know my heart will heal. my personal mothers day was nice though cus we spent the day lounging at the pool and catching sum sunrays! then cody made me yummi dinner. shelby is a little pink despite the fact that we slathered her with the highest sunblock over and over! she is so fair skinned!!!
It was such a pretty day today too! just like last year! i remember my mom sat outside in her wheelchair waiting for everyone to come over...she loved mothers day! and i helped her pick out what jewelry she wanted to wear. some days i cant believe she is really gone and it takes me back to the day she left her body. i know she is happy forever and she isnt hurting anymore...i just miss her:*(

my kitten...

OH EMM GEE! my kitten Lilly is driving me insane! she attacks my ankles anytime i try to walk around and sometimes even when i am sitting and i make a sudden movement! not only that she scratches the bathroom wall which now is so bad we have to paint! she also does this to my couches which i havnt even had for a year! its so horrible! i cant wait till she is a big chubby more laid back cat! She has way too much energy for me...i buy her toys and things to scratch but she seems to get bored to easily or something. if i try to pet her and cuddle she just wants to bite my fingers and play. i think next month i am gunna get her declawed. just the front paws though. i think that would help me out, she is an inside cat anyway...